Prayer

求主助我知人伤痛,让我知道如何相助;唤醒我心赐我怜悯,让祢大爱借我流露。

Lord, when I learn that someone is hurting,
Help me know what to do and to say;
Speak to my heart and give me compassion,
Let Your great love flow through me today.
—K. De Haan

Monday, February 27, 2012

Baptized

Yesterday, 26th February 2012, Sunday 
I was baptized! 
Baptism is important for Christian.  

" Peter replied,' Repent and be baptized, every one of you, in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins. And you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. The promise is for you and your children and for all who are far off --for all whom the Lord our God will call.' With many other words he warned them, 'save yourselves from this corrupt generation.' Those who accepted his message were be baptize, and the about three thousand were added to their number that day."  Acts 2:38-41


Here is my testimony why I wanna be baptized. 

Before this, I was not sure I want to be baptized or not. I was worry about my family will not agree with me. So I asked God, "God if You want me to be baptized, please give me a strong touching." And I decided to be baptized after I attended Victory Weekend. I made this decision not because of the strong touching. But because of I found the peace in HIM. He put His peace in my heart. I know I will be peace if He peace is with me. The day before my baptism, I was preparing for my testimony "Why I want to be baptized" because we need to share before we being baptize. I looked back my life. I saw God's amazing grace! Every time I was sad, I 
 asked:" God, do you see my tears?". Every time I was in doubt, I asked:" God, are you there? Are the real God?" But I didn't hear His answer. I thought that was me myself wiped off my own tears and stood up by myself. But when I looked back, I saw Jesus was wiping off my tears and held me up. He held my hand. And today, He is still holding. He was actually answered my question, "Yes, my child, I am here for you. Don't sad, no matter what happen, I will be here for you " "Yes, my child, of course I am here. I am the one and only God. and I LOVE YOU"  but I chose to block out all the answers because I was too sad and angry. I am really grateful that HE loves me. I know when I am sad, He comforts me. When I am desperate, HE hugs me. When I am happy, HE claps for me. How do I deserve this kind of great love? I am a sinner. I always do something that hurt His heart. But HE loves me anyway. HE gave me HIS joy, peace and love. I have decided to follow Jesus, no turning back!




This is my ‘rebirth' 's gift from my leaders Bernard & BSean."Therefore,if anyone in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!" 2 Corinthians 5:17 It is an album from our church. Their note: "I am so happy for you for making such important decision. But no worry. This is the best decision to follow Jesus for the rest of your life! Pray that you will grow in God more & more!  "


She plays an important role in my spiritual growth too!

This is from my group leaders FooShang & KahLing


I am so grateful that God loves me so much! He put me in a very good church! HE gave me a very good spiritual family! Hallelujah!

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Outing

Cute little cakes right? I bought it. But no candle.
                                    

  I  like this noodles. Spicy! For me, SPICY= TASTY
                                  

Acting Q when making wishes. Seems like so many wishes! Erm, I actually made the first wish for her. "Found her Lee Min Ho guy soon!"
  So difficult to meet him in KL. and here he was.
                                         
Even more difficult for them to meet each other

Happy earlier birthday girl!
This wonderful art really impressed me! The old doors on the ceiling. There are so many doors in the sky. But which one is the one which leading to heaven? 
                                          

Friday, February 24, 2012

One Day



This is the movie that I accidentally found out when I was bored
What made me watch this movie?
Maybe it is the description 
"These two best friends decided to meet one day in a year" 
Meet one day in one year?! 
Why?
Then I downloaded it. 
I really want to know how two best friends love each other
Or maybe what I want to know is Is there really has pure friendship love between boy and girl 
This movie really made me laugh out loud and cry out loud 
Their love is tangled.
They are made to meet each other
She is lack of confidence He is so easy with things
He always goes with the flow She is cautious
He encourage her when she is flinch 
She brings him back to the practical world when he lost
I felt really upset and heartbroken when she cut off their friendship 
I was angry why she just can be with him and pull him back
At the same time, I am so understand her helplessness and powerlessness 
Who will really want to see the one he/she loves falling 
There are so many times that he wants to confess his love to her 
There are so many times that she wants to tell him her feeling
BUT 
failed 
I understand this
He thinks that she deserve better 
She thinks that she is not good enough for him
They know each other so well 
They are too afraid to hurt each other 
They know the hurt from themselves will be thousand time pain than others 
They care 
They treasure 
"You won't lost when you don't own "
so their love is still tangled.
Finally... 
Eventually...
Do you know what is needed to "in love" with your "best friend"?
Courage
but courage is always not enough.
Confidence
Not enough too 
I think 
It is the courage and confidence to kill your rational thinking
In other word, you need to go crazy...